I’m playing catch-up here, so bear with me! 
This past Christmas was the first year that we hosted the celebrations out of our parent’s house and in our own. So, we had the leisure of not having to travel to Texas for the holiday- which was very nice- but it was difficult because we started alternating holidays between families. Late one night, my parents got a phone call that they thought was important to share with us. I was rather grumpy about having to get out of bed…again. My mom slipped down the last two or three stairs right as I had fallen asleep the first time- thankfully she was fine!- and since the stairs go right under our bedroom, gave me a terrible fright in my half-asleep state. Then, once I had gotten nice and cozy again, someone barged in my room to wake me for this phone call.
Like I said, I was grumpy!
So, we gathered in the guest room with my parents to hear the good news- my sister, Kelly, and her long-time boyfriend, Jason, had just gotten engaged earlier that afternoon in Austin! After that, the whole night’s antics seemed worthwhile!
The lovebirds soon joined us for Christmas, and unfortunately could only stay for three days as they had to jet-set to Florida to see his family. But, we got them over the holiday and spent the day after Christmas at Mount Vernon in the snow. It was so beautiful! And of course we decided to do an impromptu engagement session to celebrate!
Kelly & Jason- I know this isn’t new news, and the whole blog thing is ridiculously late, but I’m so incredibly happy for the two of you! I can’t wait for the wedding and I hope you enjoy the crazy-fun journey while you work towards getting to the altar. Jason- I’m so excited to have a brother (and someone new to torment!) and better yet, a brother like you! Love and miss you guys!! Hope you enjoy the photos as much as I do! 
Status Update {Maryland Engagement & Boudoir Photographer}
As you may have noticed, the blog has changed quite a bit over the last few days. This site formerly housed my entire website, but will now serve as home to my blog. So, please take note of the web address change to meghansenkelphotographyblog.com. I can still be reached through the “Contact” tab near the top of the page.
Meanwhile, my new Showit site is under construction at the usual meghansenkelphotography.com address, which I am crazy excited about (and nervous too!). I had the opportunity to purchase a lifetime Showit site, and as I had been coveting them for so long, I could hardly resist. However, with that came a commitment to keep plugging along with my photo business endeavor.
I will admit that for a brief period I had been considering closing up shop. Why? Mostly self-doubt. Sometimes the obstacles seemed to great to overcome. It was too much work. I was asking for more than I needed/deserved/was capable of. There’s lots of negativity in the photog community right now, so feeling supported was a problem (mostly in my own head). I felt disconnected and out of touch. I also figured that I had sunk a bit of money into this thing, enough to give it a go, but not so much I would feel like a royal failure. If I was going to get out, then it was time to do it.
But here I am. What made me change my mind? Well, for starters I couldn’t imagine not doing it, but I needed major direction- a boost of some kind. Luckily, two things happened. First, I got a huge collection of products out to a client early this year. Some of the items were ones I hadn’t ordered before. As always, I’m terrified of ruining an order, so it was nerve wracking for me to say the least. But I was so excited when the products started trickling in. First it was a beautiful canvas. Seeing it on my wall is an awesome experience, but seeing it in their home was way better by a factor of ten! Then their albums, folios, and presentation boxes all came in at once a few weeks later. I was blown away at how good it feels to see my images, my art, in a handcrafted album. Again, it was even better when the items were delivered and I saw how much they were loved. Of course this was all a huge (and much needed) boost for my confidence.
Second, I attended a Business Clarity workshop here in Baltimore with Jeff Jochum, that I had signed up for months earlier. I told myself that I’d go through it and see what happened before I made any decisions on whether or not I would continue in photography. This workshop is not all about lovey-dovey fluff and cupcakes sprinkled with moonbeams and hugs. It was hard. Mostly because we had to look inward to find out who we were, only so we could find out who we needed to be looking for client-wise. I’m sure there will be a separate post on this, but to make a long story short, I didn’t exactly walk out of there feeling like a newly inspired photographer ready to grab the world by the short’n'curlies. In fact, I was exhausted and had a terrible headache. But a few days later the clarity started to trickle in as I began to process what had been discussed at the workshop. And to top it off, I met some really great ladies while I was there which gave me the social connection with other photographers that I had been missing for so long.
So while I don’t have it all figured out, I do know a few things that will help to guide me:
I’m not going to kill myself over this by trying to be something or someone I’m not. I don’t think that was ever a problem, but it’s hard to keep your head on straight and have good perspective when there is so much attention on the “rockstar” photographers who shot to fame (and supposedly fortune) almost overnight. I don’t want or need that.
I love my day job. I’ve been working there for two years and I can honestly say that I still love what I do and the people I work with. Even my bosses. And let me tell you that is something I’ve never been able to say about a job. That means a lot to me. It’s much more than financial security. I don’t feel like I need photography to jettison me out of a bad situation. If I can turn this into a full time gig and be happy with it that would be amazing. But I also know that I don’t have to be a full time photographer to be happy. Ultimately, making beautiful images and meeting/befriending clients is what interests me. Having some extra cash on the side is nice too… 
I don’t have to have a client booked every weekend. I want to find the clients that suit me and I them. I want to find people who are as quirky as myself, who like to ham it up and be goofy. If I work only five times a year, that’s fine, but I want it to be with my ideal client.
In the end, I love taking pictures and will always keep doing that. I’m really glad I’ve gotten to go on this journey I started, and I’m even happier that I made the decision to stay on and see where it takes me. I like having my own little place in the world where I can be Queen and make a positive impact on someone. I don’t need to be a “rockstar” to be successful, I only need to be me and to do this my way.
March Madness
Greetings and Happy (very, very, very late) New Year!
Just a quick update on what’s happening at Meghan Senkel Photography:
I’ve cut my teeth and gotten some great experience under my belt in the last year or so since I’ve been in business. I’ve been taking the last few months to think about where I am and where I am going and just how it is that I am going to get there. With that in mind, you will be seeing some changes around here that I hope position me for success in the future. So, keep your eyes peeled!
As always, I appreciate any feedback that you may have and always welcome questions or even just a friendly ‘hello’! And thanks for all of the support and comments, it really helps to keep me fueled and pumped up knowing you guys have my back!
The End of Summer: Eastern Market
Now that we are getting more settled in the house, I feel like I have the time and energy to explore our new area more. The great news about our location is that we are less than seven miles from the DC Metro system, making it super easy to get around the Capital. A week or two ago, I was at an antique store and the owner clued me into the Eastern Market which is open Sundays from 10-5 pm. And all this time I’d been thinking it was just the name of a Metro stop!
Anyhow, I went today early (refreshed from the wonderful weather we’ve been having – we slept with the windows open last night!- and the luxurious four-day weekend) and had a blast. Aside from the delish empanada and fresh lemonade w/ strawberries I had for breakfast, there were tons of great booths selling all sorts of stuff. I’m trying to mind my wallet now that we have a mortgage and because I know I’m going to London (If you haven’t heard, I’m going to London at the end of the month!), so I didn’t buy everything I laid eyes on. But I did walk out with some great old Ball mason jars, fresh produce, a stocking stuffer for my mom (shhhh!), and some flowers for a friend.
It’s bittersweet because I know summer will soon come to an end, but I am excited for fall. It’s one of my favorite things about living farther north. I hope everyone has a wonderful and relaxing Labor Day!
If you’d like to see these photos large, come on over for a vistit at my Facebook page!
